I wonder if it is possible to die from an overdose of band pracs? There are teeth marks on the innerside of my lips, as though permanently etched.
Even worse than ulcers. And the heatiness in me boiled and I had a slight fever. :( Just napped the fever away, though I think I am still feeling a little hot now. :(
I didn't realise how emo
Third Symphony can get. Especially the third movement. James Barnes was probably feeling very sad over his daughter's death, and his grieve magnified into a hundred times more in that piece.
Anyway I just heard some news about snsb. Nothing great. In fact, a nightmare. It just hurts to know that everything that we, the seniors, had so much faith in, just collapse like that. It is really disappointing, and hurting, to see all our efforts in 2005 just go down the drain like that. Do all of you know how much tears we shed? Especially shueli. How many times we almost gave up in despair because nobody believed we could get that gold? Even the previous seniors, the teachers. It was a moment of euphoria. A happiness that made all of us cry right there in the conference hall. I seriously doubt I would ever feel so satisfied about anything ever again, getting gold when
almost the whole world didn't believe in us. Especially for me, a music idiot in secondary one, having to listen to harsh criticisms from my
dear seniors about how my playing skills suck so badly. And actually being part of the team which broke the 13 years silver record for syf. I really hope that you all will buck up. Really, it's all a matter of how much band matters to you.
