There's this little tug in my heart when I see this lady appearing on screen after disappearing for so long, looking so frail and ready to collapse at any moment. She used to be so gungho, aweing people with her sass and shrewdness on the screens. Now, she can barely stand without leaning onto something. This is just great, the period when I am trying my hardest to be strong and I am exposed to the vulnerable side of human life.
I am getting sort of fed up with people telling me that I have the potential to excel in whatever that I am not doing well. How about telling me how to unleash all these pent up potential then? A success once doesn't guarantee a lifelong success.
Pardon me. I am just super moody from all the pressure to do well for competition(which I'm afraid I'm heading for bigg disappointment), learn all the songs properly for Majestia, sell the tickets which nobody wants to buy willingly, or at least, those that I have asked and trying very hard to understand the complexities of macroeconomics. There's evidence from all that pigging out on my face.
I really really hope that everything will end fast. Really fast.
Don't complain if you find it too emo. You had a choice.
