The weight on my shoulders have been lifted after so many months. Although my worries are unfounded, the stress is mounting - making confirmed decisions, writing dozens of essays, making tons of applications - all before the deadline. Somehow, it wasnt euphoria or even satisfaction I felt when I saw my results. I just stared at my results and thought, okay I worked hard and this is what I got. Before Friday, I was pretty happy with life, despite the naggings about results in my head. Seeing all my friends and teachers made me realise that I actually missed school. :/ Being looked after instead of looking out for yourself, having teachers and friends constantly harping on deadlines to keep you straight and focused. Teachers are so much better 'employers'; so much nicer and more understanding. Im glad I managed to track down some of them and thanked them for all their hard work. ((: Although I wasn't actually close to any of them, Im very very grateful to them.
Okay deadlines deadlines!!
