Today is the most relaxing day I had in a while. No need to suppress my urge to spout vulgarities, no need to answer phone calls, no need to behave like a spoiled brat with a major attitude problem. :] Although Im really tired -fell asleep during Madagascar- and my shoulders are aching like hell after lugging 63 sets of worksheets from Tanjong Pagar to Toa Payoh.
All in all, Im glad to have some of my life back. Wayne's birthday party where all was just booze and bbq, hangout day at Yizhen's house plus some free performance at Xinru's church tomorrow. Come next Thursday and I would have more of my life back!
Talks with Kai are always so inspiring and comforting. Really opened my eyes to what the world is like in so many different perspectives. How certain aspects of each person matter more than others for different people. Ive come to the conclusion that friends can only stay friends if both sides make the effort to bond and interact, if only one side is even a little unwilling, the friendship will not last. Simple logic to grasp but I didn't really accept it before I guess. I always thought affinity was enough.
Ive come to accept that Im not a loser who quits her job the moment she can't stand it but someone who is human enough to want to stand up for her rights when they are being violated. Frankly though, if I wasn't so easily influenced, I may be able to handle this job in a better way. In any case, I shall just treat this as a learning experience. It's just 4 more days and I don't have to see any of the staff there anymore.
Okay, I think I seriously need my bed.
