Cycling with Lima! Sun burnt but well, there was no other choice as it was all so last minute decided and there was no other time left. (For me.) Lima never fails to crack me up with her comments. XD
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Before any major leap in life, there will always be this anxiety about change; that I will not be able to adapt as fast as my friends and get left behind, that I cannot cope with impending heavier workload, losing touch with friends that I really treasure. After so many transitions, this anxiety doesn't seem to get any better. I was hoping it was only due to the dread of studying after 8 months of holidays and well, the real reason still remains to be seen. Ive always been one to cling on to ties very tightly, maybe that's why I take longer than average to adapt, being affected rather easily when my friends move on before me. University has additional reasons for me to worry about, financial aspects, aesthetic aspects and social aspects. Some people will probably think, Im in Singapore, what is there to be fearful of? True, people going overseas to study may have to overcome even more social and cultural obstacles. That's why I think Im just destined to stay in Singapore and fret over school starting. If I were to go overseas, I will probably have insomnia one month before I fly off or something. Two camps coming up. Somehow I can't seem to make myself look forward to it.
