One of those rare free moments when Im rotting in my room. Hmmm. Basically feeling quite messed up now due to my addiction to keep myself terribly busy. It's seriously a bad habit to want everything and have not enough self disciplined to sift out my wants and necessities properly. Now Im involved in too many things, much more than I would have like to that my academics can't not be affected. GPA 3.5. Will I even hit that? I don't think I will be able to manage as well as before already. Here, the events and activities are much more large-scaled and serious. There's no way I can focus on one without neglecting the others. Last night was not a peaceful night at all. Tossing around trying to figure out how to make things work best for everybody. And it all came to the conclusion that it was my problem in the first place for signing up for so many things. And if I were to commit, there will be sacrifices that Im rather unwilling to make. Which was a mistake I had already made.
On the brighter side, hthts were major chillers. Twice in a row in a night, really helps to put a lot of things in perspective. Hthts are definitely something I'd make time for no matter what. ((:
