Coming back to hall doesn't feel as comfortable as I thought it would be. Being unprepared doesn't help too, with lecture notes unprinted and having to ask around to check if lessons for electives are on.
Now I really know what differentiates friends and acquaintances. I tend to act differently with friends and with acquaintances; probably the reason many people have different judgements about me. Oh well. Not that Im bothered by it.
Feeling a little..disappointed that so much has been going on without me knowing. Hurt would be a better word I suppose. Don't feel very reciprocated when I try to tell people everything to keep them updated when they don't even bother to tell me what they are doing. I mean, what are friends for? I agree that it's human nature to to want to stick to ones that you are closer/more comfortable with, and that it's not everybody's nature to mingle. That's why Im always sticking to the same few people. They know my every single thought by just reading my face and through what I say and vice versa. There's no pretense. Friends like this are hard to find nowadays.
But sometimes, friends still disappoint.
